My "Let It Go" Has Been Frozen!

Surrender is a lifetime challenge!

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My most difficult life challenge, according to my Manifesting Generator aura, is surrendering!

I was a control freak my entire life, but I justified it because I have a genetic disease that resembles winning the lottery—both parents must have an altered gene for this condition to occur.

Although I have no control over my genetic condition, I believed that by controlling other aspects of my life I would be better off. However, this is impossible.

For thirty-eight years, I was in an ongoing self-pity party of martyrdom and victimhood, believing that my life was only what my limb-girdle muscular dystrophy allowed me to do, and that I was doomed to sit in a wheelchair in pain until I could not take it any longer.

I felt like a brain stuck in a useless body.

Throughout my life, I have encountered people with a wide range of ideas, and stereotypes about people in wheelchairs. Which made me wonder if I would be better off with no awareness at all?

I have felt different and out of place my entire life, but that blame stems not from my physical limitations. Though I believe they may have contributed, but from an inner sense of how the world should be, think, and act based on the gratitude…